love hurt tha most

2008-11-12T13:35:00.000-08:00

30th November 2008

Our flight to Brunei was at 10.55 but we somehow should be there 2 hours before the flight .

We met up with the rest of the students at the airport . Each and everyone of us seems impatient to fly off to Brunei . In the plane, i was given the seat which is in between Ms Ng and Mr Nor . After the estimated of 2 hours flight , we had reached the Brunei airport . We were warm welcomed by the bruneian and some of the chaperons from brunei . i was startled to see a few of photograher who took our group photo before proceeding to Wasan Vocational School which would be our hostel for the 1 week . At first i thought those bruneian who welcoming us at the airport somehow the one whom we'll work with but i was wrong . The one whom we're going to work with already at Wasan Vocational School preparing for the opening ceremony . I was even startled to see there's is traffic police escorting us . Somehow i felt like a celebrity for that 1 week . After the opening ceremony , we headed to the dining hall . I was even shocked to see the dininghall was actually air-conditioned . We were separated into our own group nd i was in e BLUE team which we gave it the named of blues clues . We had some ice breaking games before get settled . Tadaa ! Lights off at 1o ! ((:

1st December 2008

the muslim students had to wake up early at 5.3o to do our morning prayers nd headed tothe dininghall to have our breakfast . At about 7 plus we then proceed to Kampong Ayer for some exploration . One thing i know about KAmpong Ayer is that the villagers travelled by Water taxi and Water bus and their working days are mon-thurs , sat . As for fri and sun , it'll be their holidays . I had fun time exploring and after tht we headed to see monkeys . i know things about them !

firstly ; to recognise if the monkey is a male or female , we see through their nose . Male monkey has bigger nose .

secondly ; the pregnancy period for the female monkey is 6 months while the breastfeeding period id about 2 years .

i've been told that the male weapons can lasts for 24 hours . cool right ?

haha . after exploration , the muslims had to do their prayers at omar ali mosque nd after that we went to bandar seri begawan and thats is when we get to know that our photo is in the newspaper . Haha ! At night we had this little discussion . we , as a group had to do a skit on Jong Batu , brunei legend .

Afiq & syaii play the main role as Nakhoda Manis & his mum

& he choose me to be his wife . I mean Nakhoda Manis wife . After little discussion , lights off !

3rd December 2008

Haha ! As usual , wake up early but today schedule are different this time . As for today , we're heading to Tasek Merimbun . It's really a nice place to visit as the view is so beautiful . i could see the reflection of the cloud . Well . we found something nice to give to our dearest principal . It's really a nice souvenir for her and we really hope she would like it . from Tasek Merimbun , we're heading to Ambulong factory . This is where we see the process of Ambuyat , brunei traditional delicacyOn that night , the itched at my body is getting worst and hence i had to troubled Cikgu Danny . He brought me to meet Doc Fendi to get medication from him . Thanks alot cikgu danny and doc fendi ! its happen that on the same day most of our friends fall sick . there's two of my teammates that fall sick . one of which played the important role for the skit and we really worried about him . As we reached Rizqun hotel , Hanisah rushed to me to tell me something . While on the way in the bus , this little guy who is sick , passed this little note which says " thank you for caring for me when i'm sick . although some of you hate me , i'm really touched by your concern . i'm sorry if i've done anything wrong to you guys " . from then onwards , i felt guilty . am i the one that caused him to fall sick ? the feeling of guilt keeps haunting me . he knows and i know the reason .

2008-06-13T20:08:00.000-07:00

hello ! i'm back with blogging .
haha .
sorry for not updating my blog for such a long period of time .
busy with school & family .
well . i'm now busy packing up stuffs for OBS camp .
a few thing left for me to get it nd pack it .
oh dear !
i miss my boyfriend truck loads .
with the OBS camp , i gonna miss him like hell .
dammit !
boyfriend ! i wanna meet you soon !
i really don't want to go but my parents insisted me of going .
so had no choice left .
anyway while i'm away for the OBS camp , the AD CUP start .
i won't get to watch them play .
heyhey !
score a goal for me yeah ?
well .
wishing all the team that joining the AD CUP a best of luck .
especially to Allied Element & Eurythemics .
good luck guys !

& to the rest of my fellow friends , enjoy the 1 week of holidays .
haha .

got to go now . have yet to finish up the holiday homework . :D

2008-02-02T17:10:00.000-08:00

dance was cancelled today due to some reasons .
so wake up early nd went to causeway to buy things that my mama ask me to buy .
today plan was to go to library nd finish up english project .
go there wip my boyfriend nd meet the rest there .
while on my way there , terserempak dgn saravanan .
omg ! he change alot sey !
getting more wild . hehe .
meet all of them at the lib . do our project nd hmework .
walau ! e library at e third floor pack wip n1 nd n2 student .
maisarah nd e gang , us & also KTP .

all things have to b one by me & atikah .
loike wtf ?!
abe mataer aku terase plk yg aku mrh dier .
hehs .

da bes buat homework smue then gy pasar malam jap .
shafiqahh kater nk ambek gambar tapy tk menjadi .
nvm bestie . mon we will take alright ?
aft that temankan khairul beli mamam & of course my boyfriend is there .
da giler nk gy dua org jek !
hahas .
kena kacau ngan diorg kt dlm bus .
memalukan dok ! .

2007-11-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

today was damn fun !
goink out to watch soccer match at jalan besar stadium

TAMPINES ROVERS vs BALESTIER KHALSA .
firstly . meet my long lost bestie at b & s then we proceed to her hse to charge her hp .
while waiting for her hp to finish charging,we talktalk about our past memories . when remembering about those memories,kinda miss it too

at around 5 plus we proceed to lavender to have our meals before proceeding to jalan besar stadium .
had fun taking pic, eat manymany nd even laugh loike one kind .
after having our meals,we then proceed to jalan besar stadium . kinda stupid waiting for the gate to open which actually we have to take the lift .
MEMALUKAN dok tunggu .

the match started well . wip tampines scoring 1-0 before the half time .

nd balestier trying to score a goal but they miss it . hahas .
tampines score one more goal before the whistle been blow .
senang kate the score for the day is 2-o .

weehee ! my dearest tamp win the match .

aft watching the match,waited for someone outside . cos i PROMISE him that i'll tell him the truth .
then we proceed to beach road for dinner & kinda small celebration wip some tampines rovers player .
kinda fun actually hanging out wip em . the guys were funny lah dey !
before goink back home had some photo taken .
he dropped together wip me at admiralty nd planned to take 969 bus but sadly to say the last bus is at 2351 . he ran up to catch the last train nd dropped at ang mo kio cos it ends there . pity him lah sey !
tu lah who ask you to insist on sending me hme . kan da problem .
but luckily he gotten a cab nd went home by cab .

bacheen : sorry to cause those trouble for you . if you don't insist of sending me hme,things would me normal nd you would have reach home on time wip rashid they all .

2007-11-09T21:05:00.000-08:00

wee ! i was actually waiting for today nd here it comes !
well .
today i got to meet him . yeah ! at last babe !
nd he owe me 2 things today .
he know nd i know wat it is .
we plan of going to check the streaming results together then go lepak-ing aft that . so he wip wan come to my block nd fetch me . hehs .
thanks korang ! :D
we went off to skewl together .
go check the results nd guess wad ?
i got 3N1 lah dey !
dammit lah ! go take physic & poa .
walau wei ! i was hoping that i will get 3N2 but tak menjadi .
I WANT ART & BIO NT POA & PHYSICS !
haissh . sobsob .

aft that go lepak-ing wip him . wasn't in a mood actually but he cheer me up .
thanks dear ! sayang kamu lah . :)
he asyik ejek me bcos i can't get the sub that i want .
kentot kamu lah giler !
tk baek kan he but still kite sayang dier .
then while enjoying wip him,mama call .
distraction betul lah mama nie .
she called & asked how was the result .
i tell her the result & beg her to appeal for a change of sub nd she say when she need to think ferst & when she's back then we discuss .
i was damn hoping she will appeal for me .
please mum !
enjoying back wip him nd then terserempak wip sharul & najip .
they join us . & fun lah babe tgk diorg bising2 .
ard 5 plus went back .

waiting for mama . badly want to knw her decision .
nd yeah ! wad i feel is true .
she doesn't want to appeal for me . she badly want me to take that sub .
WALAU !
i guess i gonna slack sia next year . trying to cope wip the sub that i can't take .
haiissh .
thanks lah ehk for forcing me take that sub . :(
nd sadly i can't get wat he owe me .
never ! mon will be the day . hahs .
no more excuses tau . :)

2007-11-01T04:34:00.000-07:00

it was such a shock to know about his death ..
seriously i thought it was a prank that made by my boyfie but it wasn't at all ..
it's the fact that he's leaving us ..
although in secondary skewl life i'm not that close wip him unlike the 2n2,i still remember the memories i had wip him during the primary skewl days .. wip those laughter wip e 5D nd 6D students ..
i still remember the day we suppose to go raye together wip the ex classmates .. he asked me to wear the same colour baju kurung wip him which is orange,his favourite colour ..
but tak sempat nak beraye dgn dier ..
i gonna miss you helmi ..

dearest friend,
sorry for everything that i have done to you .. aku byk kacau kau nd make you feel bad .. i'm really sorry ..
i hope you will rest in peace .. you're always been remembered by me ..
miss you alot HELMI ..

2007-10-18T17:30:00.000-07:00

i've to admit that i have a feelings for someone dat i've known for 4 months but we never confess to each other ..
& now when i'm attached w my teddy,he then confess to me .. i admit i do change when in a relationship cos i do msg nd talk on e fone w dat guy but we talk as a friend,not more than dat ..
it's because i feel as if i'm been neglected ..
we rarely haf communication in skewl nd it really hurt me alot as it makes me feel as if i'm SINGLE! do iiu noticed dat?
i wann to talk things out wif him but i'm juz afraid to ..
i wann us to be loike a couple ..
seriously i do thought of leaving him but i juz can't bear to cos i still love him ..
i don't wanna end those sweet memories nd sacrifices ..
i don't wann everything to b a nightmare ..
i PROMISE things would be normal between me nd dat guy .. i juz treat him as a friend ..

btw thank shafiqah for being dhere to comfort me nd give advices ..
i'll give him a chance after i talk things out nd i badly hope dat it worth of giving it ..

deares teddy,
NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE YOU .. I WON'T MAKE SUCH DECISION TO LEAVE YOU .. I WON'T FORGET THOSE SWEET MEMORIES & SACRIFICES .. & THANK FOR THAT LIL PRESENT URS .. appreciate it alot ..

btw e teddy kan is dat guy lar yg in NCC .. hehs .. :))

2007-09-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

today go out wif my dearest bestie,ANDIQ NURNINA HANANI ..
actually we plan of goink lepak-ing ard 4 or 5 plus but dont know how we end up goink at 6 plus ..
ferst we headed to library to return hys brother storybooks .. da lame sepatutnye anta but she lazy .. hahas ..
after that,we went to KFC which used to be our laughing zone ..
don't know wats wrong wif nina,suddenly she wanna treat me ..
she buy bandito's meal for herself nd zinger's meal for me ..
sayang jugak de ngan ako .. hehes ..
we take the KFC loike our own place ..
laugh nd laugh .. talk loike never talk before ..
before we left,she go meet the manager ..
asking why till now she's never been call to work dhere!..
don't wad they talktalk ..
i juz sit nd wait ..

after dat we walk from causeway to admiral garden rc ..
while we walk,we talktalk abt minahs & matreps nowadays ..
don't know how it comes across nina mind .. i also join her in talking those craps ..
i feel it's better walking to some places nearby cos cn talk manymany nd laugh loudloud ..
after talking abt minahs,we talk abt her suparman then talk abt my love ..
see !.. many topics to talk abt ..

when we reach 656 rc,we sitsit nd laughlaugh again ..
after dat take pic together .. we seems loike a couples but we ain't one urh ..
we ain't a LESBO ..
don't get the wrong idea of ush ..
after dat we went to 605 minimart to buy some "drinks" ..
then we proceed home ..

feeling damn shiok man today!..

2007-08-31T21:21:00.000-07:00

today haf the teacher's day celebration in skewl ..
early in the morning we had the 2.7 marathon tingy ..
walkndwalk round the neighbourhood ..
i din walk wif my class but i walk wif my fren from the exp classes ..
we make noise as if there's no one around us ..
then suddenly the LIM behind us ..
she said : '' Do you all know how to behave? ''
ehk HELLO!.. our wish larh whether to behave not .. so wad it's a marathon ..

izzati then ask me to walk infront leaving the rest behind but i insisted on walking wif them ..
reach skewl ard 9 ..
then had the class gathering ..
we bought for mrs lim a teacher's day cake .. we din use our class fund to buy all this cos its meant to b surprise for her ..
she's seem loike touched by wad we sacrifice for her ..
moving around and giving cakes to our subject teacher ..

at 10 we are suppose to b in the hall for the ADSS JAM ..
the celebration for this year loike sux sia!..
for the ADSS JAM only got the singing & jamming ..
where's the dancing sia ..
so bowink!!..

everything end ard 11.30 then had this stupid meeting for all the student leaders ..
i thought during the sept holidays gt a leadership camp but it's abt supporting our robotics members for the NJRC tingy ..
actually i dont feel loike goink sia but got no reason to tell ..
haf to go lorh!..
during the meeting,i saw him waiting for me ..
cos yest he sae after skewl today we go lepak-ing ..
then the meeting end liao ..
go down check on him but cant see the sight of him ..
juz sit around wif HALIM,IZZUAN,FAIRUL,SHASHA & MAN ..
talkndtalk wif them ..

after that we headed to don't know where to lepak ..
been disturb by hys fren ..
but overall, 310807 is my sweetest memories ..

2007-08-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday is the SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION ..
although we din get into the finals,it was damn great afterall ..
cos i believe that in all competition,there's a winning & losing group ..
tkkan smue contestants nak menang jek kan .. where's the keadilan?..
we put in lots of effort & sacrifices for this competition ..

well ..
around 1 plus we went to nina house to do our make-up ..
each of us is busy w our stuffs ..
we expect to leave the house at 2.45 & then headed to the mrt but then the make-up tingy takes alot of time cos it's one person who help wif it who is kak mizah ..
we leave the hse ard 3.45 .. smue da takot sal we need to report dhere by 4.30 ..
we then decided to take a cab .. 2 cab to go dhere ..
while we are otw dhere,nina sis call us n sae that shasha left her bc behind ..
we damn worried sia cos they ask to bring bc or NRIC ..
she then searhed for her ez-link but sadly to sae it's nt in her bag ..
me,nina & shasha reach dhere at 4.25 .. lucky we arent late ..
we go registered ourselves .. before that we ask them if NO BC & NRIC,can still participate?..
lucky they sae can .. rica pick a number .. the number is the one dt decide of when we should perform ..

before the competition start,i saw someone familiar but i dont recognise who ..
he keep on looking at me ..
i juz ignore larh whose that fellow is ..
i dont know why fer this competition i din feel nervous at all .. hahas ..
but it seems that most of the contestants is damn older than us ..
waiting and waiting for our turn ..
it's then our turn!..
we dance and dance .. i'm glad that i din forget any steps ..
after our turn,me & nina went to ms jasmine and talktalk w her ..
then the same guy that look at me juz now call me ..

GUY : u,azillah ehk?
me : aah . nie sape ehk?
GUY : helmi larh! penat btol nampak ..

i gone speechless after that .. i then say i'll be back to him again cos i need to go to the ladies .. when i pass by them,they keep calling me BACHEEN & BELO cos that's wad HELMI olways call me .. one word to describe he's 'HOT' man!..
he then text me to inform me dat he wana go eat then go hme .. i replied him bck : OK!.. and thanx fer comink down to gib me ur support ..

that's all for today ..

THANX HELMI FOR UR SUPPORT!..

2007-08-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

today had alot of fun .. goink out wif NINA & HAR ..
we went to suntec city tower 3 to see how the 2nd hits dance competition goes ..
punye larh susah nk carik tempat competition de ..
pusing and pusing but still tempat samer ..
if today is the competition day,conferm late then cant get to join ..
then we go at the security guard .. lucky he knw where's the place ..
we went dhere ..
saw many people dhere .. mayb they are the supporters ..
we purposely sit at the supporters area .. cos if not supporters iiu haf to stand up & watch ol the way .. =)

the dance start at 6.30 .. watch and shoutshout ..
one word i can describe about those dancers 'AWESOME'..
me & har nervous liao ..
but we believe we can do it!.. yes we can!..

after goink suntec city,we went to far east plaza to survey our costumes ..
nina gy ajak didi & sape nta kawan de ..
so when we reach dhere,me & har only goink ard the far east to survey ..
while nina go sit down & layan didi & hys fren ..
went bck hme together .. then me & har drop at admiralty ..
late night so the journey bck hme was scary ..
after i alight at the bus-stop,there's a group of bangla watching & following me behind ..
i walk quickly till i reach my block where ol my neighbours gathering at the void deck ..
frm dhere i lost sight of those bangla ..
haiisssh ..
it's always happen to me .. how i wissh there's someone to fetch me hme everytime i come bck ..
forget it then .. there's no one ..

fren out dhere : if iiu happen to read my blog,do come down on 25 august at suntec city tower 3 to give us your support!.. ur support is ol we all need .. if iiu wann to support us,do tell me cos we will be goink as a group .. eury,us & those who wanna go .. tell me a.s.a.p cos i nid to conferm time n place to meet .. thanx iiu !.. :D

2007-08-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

firsty,sorry din update my blog the past few days ..
kinda busy wif studies .. good ghurl right?.. hahas ..
well ..
today the last the of common test paper which is sci sub ..
to me the paper not tat difficult but dont know if can get good result ..
i hate the most when we keep on changing sci teacher ..
first was ms wong .. then mr faizal .. followed by mdm chew .. then now mr kamal ..
arrgh!!..
when can we haf a proper sci teacher ?..
i wanna do well for my sci .. help me!!!

thats the early part of my blog .. hahas .. :D
today was a big day for our rugby 'C' division boys ..
FINAL : EVG vs ADMIRALTY
i went for the final to support .. actually i was planning of supporting evg but when i saw the ghurls frm evg,it's better for me to support ADMIRALTY ..
the supporters went dhere wif two buses .. ( must be detail .. hehes )
reach dhere,wait for the two team to finish .. then our turn ..
the game start well ..
me & the rest shouting loike a retarded kids .. don't even care abt wad ppl say ..
hahas ..
shout & shout till almost gonna lose voice ..
maklum larh semangat admiralty .. :)
shouting dhere,shouting here & game end ..
we lose em by 4 score tk salah ..

TO ADMIRALTY RUGBY BOYS : it's ok we lose .. iiu guys did put alot of effort .. nice tackling & nice games although we lose .. don't sadsad aites!.. looking forward fer the next game .. AZA-AZA FIGHTING !..
HEARTS ADMIRALTY RUGBY BOYS! :)

update again kay?.. *remember rugby boys,SMILE! =)*

2007-08-12T02:48:00.000-07:00

today juz stay at home & revise malay fer tha last time ..
tomorrow tha starting of common test .. malay & english paper ..
hope i can do tha paper properly ..
my mind are in a mess ..
well ..
today all i do after revising is sleep & eat ..
dont know wats wrong wif me .. feel soo sick ..
after eat,on MSN ..
chat wif my bestie,fren & ayie brother too .. =)
cool!..
usually when i on my MSN,someone will be chatting wif me but it's no longer tha same ..
fine!.. it's ok to me ..
since dat wad he wann,i'll be fine ..
loike i said to him yest,''i won't be surprise if after today ur frienship ain't tha same.''
to him : thank fer everything .. fer those accusation that iiu made .. fer those sweet words iiu said ..
thanx kawan .. thanx fer it
thanx fer making me loike dis ..
& btw i never regret iiu being my fren ..

2007-08-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

i dont understand why life is dis way ..

people are trying to force me to love someone which i can't love him ..

love can't be force but they are forcing me & i hate it soo munch ..

why must they trying to be kpo wif who i missh or who i love ..

ATTENTION to those people : don't force me to love someone & who tha fcuk are iiu to intefer in my love life ..

mind your own business & btw i haf tha right to choose mui own boyfie ..

JGN JAGE TEPI KAIN ORG!!!

fcuking not in mood!..

2007-08-11T06:13:00.000-07:00

today was damn great!..
go study wif nina,shasha & me at tha admiral garden rc ..
nina reach early urh .. sorry keep iiu waiting..
studynstudy but most of tha time we laughlaugh ..
shasha was late .. grr!..
when shasha reach liao ol our concentration gone .. hehes ..
we laughnlaugh loike a retarded person ..
but wad to do .. that's wad we are when we meet .. righright?..
after study we go fer wani bbq ..
on tha way dhere,saw mui beloved ABG SHAM!..
was soo damn hapie & feel loike hugging him cos i missh him lots but he seems loike tired .. so i understand ..
he even ask mi to text him tonight .. shureshure bro .. fer iiu,i will .. hahas
LMAO!.. :D
feel awkward in tha ferst place but after dat we enjoy lots ..
taketake pic dhere!..

actually we decide to go cp after bbq but it seems loike everyone is tired wif tha laughing & full wif tha food so we decide to go home ..
reach home liao . thought gonna get a scolding cos reach home late but tk langsung ..
mui mum understand while mui dad already sleeping ..
if he still awake,guarantee kene scold wann ..
hehes ..
that's all for today ..
to nina & shasha : thank fer tha fun times we had today .. it was great wif all tha crap we talk .. hehes .. muaakkss to both of iiu ..

2007-08-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

today staying at home feeling soo damn bored ..
actually did plan to go window-shopping at bugis but got no friend to go wif ..
so juz stay at home & revise for my common test ..
after revise juz eat & sleep ..
dats all i do when at home *winks*
then online on msn & get to chat wif ayie!..
how great it is to chat wif him back ..
i realise he change alot .. in his appearance & his behaviour too ..
but why do i still care?.. he's no longer MINE!..
but still missh chatting wif him but my devil boy only ..

while chatting wif him,suddenly i come across wif dis phrase 'love is nothing but a painful game' & 'does love really matter to guy?'
to me it do really mean something ..
just reflect on me myself ..
firstly ..
why guys love to make promises yet broke it juz loike dat? -not all guys but some ..
i know there's a phrase dats sae 'PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN'..
if dey know promises are meant to be broken,why do dey make one in tha ferst place?
why do dey give us high hope & in tha end it's all nothing dat we get ..
secondly ..
dey dump ghurl juz loike dat & haf tha cheek to lick us back? who do iiu think we are?..
lastly ..
do love really matter to em? if it do matter,why dey hurt ghurl & make us suffer?..
after dey give us tha meaning of love ..
why SOME guys be wif ghurl out of pressure?
i'm not saying all this to look down on guys & also to juz sae it anyhow ..
i do experience it .. not once but more than dat .. dats why i sae everything out ..
guys,do realise how hurt are we ..

BROKEN HEART
when my heart breaks into two
all i think about is you

when were together,happy as can be
i see you there playing with me

when i'm happy you turn it around
you kiss me,i don't make any sound

when you smile,i try to smile back
but i know there's something of me that i lack

i thought our love was true
but it makes me feel sad & blue

the things that appeared in my head
remind me of all the mean things you said

my secrets & thoughts i would share
you stood there,it seemed like you didn't care

you thought i were happy but you were wrong
when you left me,i still stay there strong

a word to all girls out there
this sad feeling we feel is soo unfair

2007-08-08T02:16:00.000-07:00

skewl half day only for today .. went to skewl at 6.50 instead of 7.10 ..

must be wondering why right?.. cos got dis student leader last rehersal before tha real ting start ..

after tha parade,gt tha recollection tingy before tha student leader went up to lead in singing tha national day song ..

i had fun up dhere singing & dancing .. wee!.. STUDENT LEADER ROCK!..

then back to own class & someone tell me dat tha 5 FCUKING BITCH talking about me ..

ehk minah,kau ape hal bboal blakang2?.. y dont haf tha guts to talk in front of me?.. kentalnye minah!.. [sorry to those who dont understand]

we went fer our recess .. after dat got tha humanities tingy .. must go to aaha centre!

there's quiz about singapore history,picturial & fashion show ..

tha fashion show funny siak!.. =)

see tha overall score, we get to beat 2T1 ..

tha humanities tingy end liao & now we can haf fun ..

goink ard n watch different games .. walau!.. most games tha staffs win .. not fair!..

hehes .. :D

then go watch shahrul play floorball .. hahs ..

every games end at 10.45 .. coming up next is tha prize giving ..

tha ferst prize giving is tha humanities ..

1st goes to .... 2T2

2nd goes to .... 2N1[mui class man!.. good job guys!]

3rd goes to .... 2E5

hey bitch!.. look!.. dont think iiu in exp classes cn look down on us .. although we a NA,we are munch better .. [bukan nk puji diri sendiri]

harap jek bdk exp tapy last class & somemore haf tha cheek to look down on us .. go die larh!..

after skewl,went bck home .. and soo sad to see mui fav kitten .. he gone forever ..

why must he go in such an early age?

who would b tha one to b by mui side when im down?..

he would make me smile again?

i hope iiu will rest in peace .. i'll always remember & love iiu mui dearest kitty ..

no cat can replace him .. love iiu ..

2007-08-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

yest stay up late till 1.30am,reading Queen of Babble & oso can't really get in bed ..

well .. as per today skewl goes as per normal .. feeling sleepy & tired ..

ferst lesson english .. today got tha class test .. walau!.. soo damn easy sey!.. :)

but hopefully get good results!..

after that got geog & maths .. nothing really happen fer this 2 subj ..

after recess maths lesson ..

sitting beside Faiz .. talk2 wif him about sec 1 ghurl & Fauzi & din really concentrate to tha lesson .. cher then caught us talking ..

cher : are you both talking about maths?

me : err .. yes2 ..

hahas .. lying to cher .. dun follow mui bd behaviour .. :)

literature gt assignment .. dunno how to do,juz do anyhow .. *winks*

then at 3.30 got tha student leader meeting for national day ..

WALAU!.. we've to stand in front to sing tha national day song .. hees ..

sing & sing wif tha sc & ambassador .. had choo munch fun ..

everything end at 5.45 .. then went back home alone & guess what?..

someone called mui name,waved & smile at me .. hahas .. i know it's LAME but i'm happy sia .. :)

2007-08-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

just get started wif dis blog tingy wif tha help of my dardar ..
thank dar .. :D
i find it quite difficult hah starting a blog .. haas ..
i feel its quite interesting to haf a blog cos i get to express my feelings ..

well ..
today nothing great to post about ..
juz staying at home .. chat on MSN nnd revise fer tha common test ..
sian arg .. MUST study sia .. lazy urh but HAVE to ..
cos i'll b DAMN DEAD if din get a good results fer tha common test ..
must study hard fer my maths & science ..
luckily someone offer to help me in science .. thank urh SHAM!.. :)
as fer maths,i'll ask my maths partner in class to help ..

dhats all fer today .. update again aites .. :D