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♥ Welcome

Your name is like a tatoo in my heart .
Your mage is always in my mind .
My ears had always been haunted with your voice .
You're my everything .

♥ Girl in LOVE


go along with the name iLLaH
currently in love with my dearest crazy lover
BSCampers are loved
buy me chocolate , bubblety or donut & i swear i love you

♥ Desires

friends by my side
poohpooh bear
dearest boyfriend

♥ Wishlist


* get a huge winnie tha pooh *
* a new handphone * [ gotten it ]
* a new dress *
* hoodie sweater for me & him *
* wanting mummy to bought PSP SLIM for me *
* not getting hurt again *
* past mistakes would never repeat again *


♥ Sing to me





♥ Song

Silverstein - My Heroine - Silverstein

♥ Escape

Zhide
sham
angelin
hartika
qi huang
izzuan
shafa
syafiqah <3
izzati
atikah
hanisah <3
halimatuz <3
syah
abg sham <3
dearest afiq <33

♥ Past

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June 2008
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

♥ 1:35 PM


30th November 2008

Our flight to Brunei was at 10.55 but we somehow should be there 2 hours before the flight .
We met up with the rest of the students at the airport . Each and everyone of us seems impatient to fly off to Brunei . In the plane, i was given the seat which is in between Ms Ng and Mr Nor . After the estimated of 2 hours flight , we had reached the Brunei airport . We were warm welcomed by the bruneian and some of the chaperons from brunei . i was startled to see a few of photograher who took our group photo before proceeding to Wasan Vocational School which would be our hostel for the 1 week . At first i thought those bruneian who welcoming us at the airport somehow the one whom we'll work with but i was wrong . The one whom we're going to work with already at Wasan Vocational School preparing for the opening ceremony . I was even startled to see there's is traffic police escorting us . Somehow i felt like a celebrity for that 1 week . After the opening ceremony , we headed to the dining hall . I was even shocked to see the dininghall was actually air-conditioned . We were separated into our own group nd i was in e BLUE team which we gave it the named of blues clues . We had some ice breaking games before get settled . Tadaa ! Lights off at 1o ! ((:
1st December 2008
the muslim students had to wake up early at 5.3o to do our morning prayers nd headed tothe dininghall to have our breakfast . At about 7 plus we then proceed to Kampong Ayer for some exploration . One thing i know about KAmpong Ayer is that the villagers travelled by Water taxi and Water bus and their working days are mon-thurs , sat . As for fri and sun , it'll be their holidays . I had fun time exploring and after tht we headed to see monkeys . i know things about them !
firstly ; to recognise if the monkey is a male or female , we see through their nose . Male monkey has bigger nose .
secondly ; the pregnancy period for the female monkey is 6 months while the breastfeeding period id about 2 years .
i've been told that the male weapons can lasts for 24 hours . cool right ?
haha . after exploration , the muslims had to do their prayers at omar ali mosque nd after that we went to bandar seri begawan and thats is when we get to know that our photo is in the newspaper . Haha ! At night we had this little discussion . we , as a group had to do a skit on Jong Batu , brunei legend .
Afiq & syaii play the main role as Nakhoda Manis & his mum
& he choose me to be his wife . I mean Nakhoda Manis wife . After little discussion , lights off !
3rd December 2008
Haha ! As usual , wake up early but today schedule are different this time . As for today , we're heading to Tasek Merimbun . It's really a nice place to visit as the view is so beautiful . i could see the reflection of the cloud . Well . we found something nice to give to our dearest principal . It's really a nice souvenir for her and we really hope she would like it . from Tasek Merimbun , we're heading to Ambulong factory . This is where we see the process of Ambuyat , brunei traditional delicacyOn that night , the itched at my body is getting worst and hence i had to troubled Cikgu Danny . He brought me to meet Doc Fendi to get medication from him . Thanks alot cikgu danny and doc fendi ! its happen that on the same day most of our friends fall sick . there's two of my teammates that fall sick . one of which played the important role for the skit and we really worried about him . As we reached Rizqun hotel , Hanisah rushed to me to tell me something . While on the way in the bus , this little guy who is sick , passed this little note which says " thank you for caring for me when i'm sick . although some of you hate me , i'm really touched by your concern . i'm sorry if i've done anything wrong to you guys " . from then onwards , i felt guilty . am i the one that caused him to fall sick ? the feeling of guilt keeps haunting me . he knows and i know the reason .

Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Friday, June 13, 2008

♥ 8:08 PM


hello ! i'm back with blogging .
haha .
sorry for not updating my blog for such a long period of time .
busy with school & family .
well . i'm now busy packing up stuffs for OBS camp .
a few thing left for me to get it nd pack it .
oh dear !
i miss my boyfriend truck loads .
with the OBS camp , i gonna miss him like hell .
dammit !
boyfriend ! i wanna meet you soon !
i really don't want to go but my parents insisted me of going .
so had no choice left .
anyway while i'm away for the OBS camp , the AD CUP start .
i won't get to watch them play .
heyhey !
score a goal for me yeah ?
well .
wishing all the team that joining the AD CUP a best of luck .
especially to Allied Element & Eurythemics .
good luck guys !

& to the rest of my fellow friends , enjoy the 1 week of holidays .
haha .

got to go now . have yet to finish up the holiday homework . :D

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Saturday, February 2, 2008

♥ 5:10 PM


dance was cancelled today due to some reasons .
so wake up early nd went to causeway to buy things that my mama ask me to buy .
today plan was to go to library nd finish up english project .
go there wip my boyfriend nd meet the rest there .
while on my way there , terserempak dgn saravanan .
omg ! he change alot sey !
getting more wild . hehe .
meet all of them at the lib . do our project nd hmework .
walau ! e library at e third floor pack wip n1 nd n2 student .
maisarah nd e gang , us & also KTP .


all things have to b one by me & atikah .
loike wtf ?!
abe mataer aku terase plk yg aku mrh dier .
hehs .

da bes buat homework smue then gy pasar malam jap .
shafiqahh kater nk ambek gambar tapy tk menjadi .
nvm bestie . mon we will take alright ?
aft that temankan khairul beli mamam & of course my boyfriend is there .
da giler nk gy dua org jek !
hahas .
kena kacau ngan diorg kt dlm bus .
memalukan dok ! .

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Friday, November 16, 2007

♥ 11:55 PM


today was damn fun !
goink out to watch soccer match at jalan besar stadium

TAMPINES ROVERS vs BALESTIER KHALSA .
firstly . meet my long lost bestie at b & s then we proceed to her hse to charge her hp .
while waiting for her hp to finish charging,we talktalk about our past memories . when remembering about those memories,kinda miss it too

at around 5 plus we proceed to lavender to have our meals before proceeding to jalan besar stadium .
had fun taking pic, eat manymany nd even laugh loike one kind .
after having our meals,we then proceed to jalan besar stadium . kinda stupid waiting for the gate to open which actually we have to take the lift .
MEMALUKAN dok tunggu .

the match started well . wip tampines scoring 1-0 before the half time .

nd balestier trying to score a goal but they miss it . hahas .
tampines score one more goal before the whistle been blow .
senang kate the score for the day is 2-o .

weehee ! my dearest tamp win the match .

aft watching the match,waited for someone outside . cos i PROMISE him that i'll tell him the truth .
then we proceed to beach road for dinner & kinda small celebration wip some tampines rovers player .
kinda fun actually hanging out wip em . the guys were funny lah dey !
before goink back home had some photo taken .
he dropped together wip me at admiralty nd planned to take 969 bus but sadly to say the last bus is at 2351 . he ran up to catch the last train nd dropped at ang mo kio cos it ends there . pity him lah sey !
tu lah who ask you to insist on sending me hme . kan da problem .
but luckily he gotten a cab nd went home by cab .




bacheen : sorry to cause those trouble for you . if you don't insist of sending me hme,things would me normal nd you would have reach home on time wip rashid they all .

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Friday, November 9, 2007

♥ 9:05 PM


wee ! i was actually waiting for today nd here it comes !
well .
today i got to meet him . yeah ! at last babe !
nd he owe me 2 things today .
he know nd i know wat it is .
we plan of going to check the streaming results together then go lepak-ing aft that . so he wip wan come to my block nd fetch me . hehs .
thanks korang ! :D
we went off to skewl together .
go check the results nd guess wad ?
i got 3N1 lah dey !
dammit lah ! go take physic & poa .
walau wei ! i was hoping that i will get 3N2 but tak menjadi .
I WANT ART & BIO NT POA & PHYSICS !
haissh . sobsob .

aft that go lepak-ing wip him . wasn't in a mood actually but he cheer me up .
thanks dear ! sayang kamu lah . :)

he asyik ejek me bcos i can't get the sub that i want .
kentot kamu lah giler !
tk baek kan he but still kite sayang dier .
then while enjoying wip him,mama call .
distraction betul lah mama nie .
she called & asked how was the result .
i tell her the result & beg her to appeal for a change of sub nd she say when she need to think ferst & when she's back then we discuss .
i was damn hoping she will appeal for me .
please mum !
enjoying back wip him nd then terserempak wip sharul & najip .
they join us . & fun lah babe tgk diorg bising2 .
ard 5 plus went back .


waiting for mama . badly want to knw her decision .
nd yeah ! wad i feel is true .
she doesn't want to appeal for me . she badly want me to take that sub .
WALAU !
i guess i gonna slack sia next year . trying to cope wip the sub that i can't take .
haiissh .
thanks lah ehk for forcing me take that sub . :(
nd sadly i can't get wat he owe me .
never ! mon will be the day . hahs .
no more excuses tau . :)

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Thursday, November 1, 2007

♥ 4:34 AM


it was such a shock to know about his death ..
seriously i thought it was a prank that made by my boyfie but it wasn't at all ..
it's the fact that he's leaving us ..
although in secondary skewl life i'm not that close wip him unlike the 2n2,i still remember the memories i had wip him during the primary skewl days .. wip those laughter wip e 5D nd 6D students ..
i still remember the day we suppose to go raye together wip the ex classmates .. he asked me to wear the same colour baju kurung wip him which is orange,his favourite colour ..
but tak sempat nak beraye dgn dier ..
i gonna miss you helmi ..

dearest friend,
sorry for everything that i have done to you .. aku byk kacau kau nd make you feel bad .. i'm really sorry ..
i hope you will rest in peace .. you're always been remembered by me ..
miss you alot HELMI ..

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.


Thursday, October 18, 2007

♥ 5:30 PM


i've to admit that i have a feelings for someone dat i've known for 4 months but we never confess to each other ..
& now when i'm attached w my teddy,he then confess to me .. i admit i do change when in a relationship cos i do msg nd talk on e fone w dat guy but we talk as a friend,not more than dat ..
it's because i feel as if i'm been neglected ..
we rarely haf communication in skewl nd it really hurt me alot as it makes me feel as if i'm SINGLE! do iiu noticed dat?
i wann to talk things out wif him but i'm juz afraid to ..
i wann us to be loike a couple ..
seriously i do thought of leaving him but i juz can't bear to cos i still love him ..
i don't wanna end those sweet memories nd sacrifices ..
i don't wann everything to b a nightmare ..
i PROMISE things would be normal between me nd dat guy .. i juz treat him as a friend ..

btw thank shafiqah for being dhere to comfort me nd give advices ..
i'll give him a chance after i talk things out nd i badly hope dat it worth of giving it ..

deares teddy,
NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE YOU .. I WON'T MAKE SUCH DECISION TO LEAVE YOU .. I WON'T FORGET THOSE SWEET MEMORIES & SACRIFICES .. & THANK FOR THAT LIL PRESENT URS .. appreciate it alot ..

btw e teddy kan is dat guy lar yg in NCC .. hehs .. :))

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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.