Friday, August 31, 2007
♥ 9:21 PM
today haf the teacher's day celebration in skewl ..
early in the morning we had the 2.7 marathon tingy ..
walkndwalk round the neighbourhood ..
i din walk wif my class but i walk wif my fren from the exp classes ..
we make noise as if there's no one around us ..
then suddenly the LIM behind us ..
she said : '' Do you all know how to behave? ''
ehk HELLO!.. our wish larh whether to behave not .. so wad it's a marathon ..
izzati then ask me to walk infront leaving the rest behind but i insisted on walking wif them ..
reach skewl ard 9 ..
then had the class gathering ..
we bought for mrs lim a teacher's day cake .. we din use our class fund to buy all this cos its meant to b surprise for her ..
she's seem loike touched by wad we sacrifice for her ..
moving around and giving cakes to our subject teacher ..
at 10 we are suppose to b in the hall for the ADSS JAM ..
the celebration for this year loike sux sia!..
for the ADSS JAM only got the singing & jamming ..
where's the dancing sia ..
so bowink!!..
everything end ard 11.30 then had this stupid meeting for all the student leaders ..
i thought during the sept holidays gt a leadership camp but it's abt supporting our robotics members for the NJRC tingy ..
actually i dont feel loike goink sia but got no reason to tell ..
haf to go lorh!..
during the meeting,i saw him waiting for me ..
cos yest he sae after skewl today we go lepak-ing ..
then the meeting end liao ..
go down check on him but cant see the sight of him ..
juz sit around wif HALIM,IZZUAN,FAIRUL,SHASHA & MAN ..
talkndtalk wif them ..
after that we headed to don't know where to lepak ..
been disturb by hys fren ..
but overall, 310807 is my sweetest memories ..
Labels: missing the fun times we had
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
♥ 2:00 AM
yesterday is the SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION ..
although we din get into the finals,it was damn great afterall ..
cos i believe that in all competition,there's a winning & losing group ..
tkkan smue contestants nak menang jek kan .. where's the keadilan?..
we put in lots of effort & sacrifices for this competition ..
well ..
around 1 plus we went to nina house to do our make-up ..
each of us is busy w our stuffs ..
we expect to leave the house at 2.45 & then headed to the mrt but then the make-up tingy takes alot of time cos it's one person who help wif it who is kak mizah ..
we leave the hse ard 3.45 .. smue da takot sal we need to report dhere by 4.30 ..
we then decided to take a cab .. 2 cab to go dhere ..
while we are otw dhere,nina sis call us n sae that shasha left her bc behind ..
we damn worried sia cos they ask to bring bc or NRIC ..
she then searhed for her ez-link but sadly to sae it's nt in her bag ..
me,nina & shasha reach dhere at 4.25 .. lucky we arent late ..
we go registered ourselves .. before that we ask them if NO BC & NRIC,can still participate?..
lucky they sae can .. rica pick a number .. the number is the one dt decide of when we should perform ..
before the competition start,i saw someone familiar but i dont recognise who ..
he keep on looking at me ..
i juz ignore larh whose that fellow is ..
i dont know why fer this competition i din feel nervous at all .. hahas ..
but it seems that most of the contestants is damn older than us ..
waiting and waiting for our turn ..
it's then our turn!..
we dance and dance .. i'm glad that i din forget any steps ..
after our turn,me & nina went to ms jasmine and talktalk w her ..
then the same guy that look at me juz now call me ..
GUY : u,azillah ehk?
me : aah . nie sape ehk?
GUY : helmi larh! penat btol nampak ..
i gone speechless after that .. i then say i'll be back to him again cos i need to go to the ladies .. when i pass by them,they keep calling me BACHEEN & BELO cos that's wad HELMI olways call me .. one word to describe he's 'HOT' man!..
he then text me to inform me dat he wana go eat then go hme .. i replied him bck : OK!.. and thanx fer comink down to gib me ur support ..
that's all for today ..
THANX HELMI FOR UR SUPPORT!..
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
♥ 11:30 PM
today had alot of fun .. goink out wif NINA & HAR ..
we went to suntec city tower 3 to see how the 2nd hits dance competition goes ..
punye larh susah nk carik tempat competition de ..
pusing and pusing but still tempat samer ..
if today is the competition day,conferm late then cant get to join ..
then we go at the security guard .. lucky he knw where's the place ..
we went dhere ..
saw many people dhere .. mayb they are the supporters ..
we purposely sit at the supporters area .. cos if not supporters iiu haf to stand up & watch ol the way .. =)
the dance start at 6.30 .. watch and shoutshout ..
one word i can describe about those dancers 'AWESOME'..
me & har nervous liao ..
but we believe we can do it!.. yes we can!..
after goink suntec city,we went to far east plaza to survey our costumes ..
nina gy ajak didi & sape nta kawan de ..
so when we reach dhere,me & har only goink ard the far east to survey ..
while nina go sit down & layan didi & hys fren ..
went bck hme together .. then me & har drop at admiralty ..
late night so the journey bck hme was scary ..
after i alight at the bus-stop,there's a group of bangla watching & following me behind ..
i walk quickly till i reach my block where ol my neighbours gathering at the void deck ..
frm dhere i lost sight of those bangla ..
haiisssh ..
it's always happen to me .. how i wissh there's someone to fetch me hme everytime i come bck ..
forget it then .. there's no one ..
fren out dhere : if iiu happen to read my blog,do come down on 25 august at suntec city tower 3 to give us your support!.. ur support is ol we all need .. if iiu wann to support us,do tell me cos we will be goink as a group .. eury,us & those who wanna go .. tell me a.s.a.p cos i nid to conferm time n place to meet .. thanx iiu !.. :D
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
♥ 5:47 AM
firsty,sorry din update my blog the past few days ..
kinda busy wif studies .. good ghurl right?.. hahas ..
well ..
today the last the of common test paper which is sci sub ..
to me the paper not tat difficult but dont know if can get good result ..
i hate the most when we keep on changing sci teacher ..
first was ms wong .. then mr faizal .. followed by mdm chew .. then now mr kamal ..
arrgh!!..
when can we haf a proper sci teacher ?..
i wanna do well for my sci .. help me!!!
thats the early part of my blog .. hahas .. :D
today was a big day for our rugby 'C' division boys ..
FINAL : EVG vs ADMIRALTY
i went for the final to support .. actually i was planning of supporting evg but when i saw the ghurls frm evg,it's better for me to support ADMIRALTY ..
the supporters went dhere wif two buses .. ( must be detail .. hehes )
reach dhere,wait for the two team to finish .. then our turn ..
the game start well ..
me & the rest shouting loike a retarded kids .. don't even care abt wad ppl say ..
hahas ..
shout & shout till almost gonna lose voice ..
maklum larh semangat admiralty .. :)
shouting dhere,shouting here & game end ..
we lose em by 4 score tk salah ..
TO ADMIRALTY RUGBY BOYS : it's ok we lose .. iiu guys did put alot of effort .. nice tackling & nice games although we lose .. don't sadsad aites!.. looking forward fer the next game .. AZA-AZA FIGHTING !..
HEARTS ADMIRALTY RUGBY BOYS! :)
update again kay?.. *remember rugby boys,SMILE! =)*
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
♥ 2:48 AM
today juz stay at home & revise malay fer tha last time ..
tomorrow tha starting of common test .. malay & english paper ..
hope i can do tha paper properly ..
my mind are in a mess ..
well ..
today all i do after revising is sleep & eat ..
dont know wats wrong wif me .. feel soo sick ..
after eat,on MSN ..
chat wif my bestie,fren & ayie brother too .. =)
cool!..
usually when i on my MSN,someone will be chatting wif me but it's no longer tha same ..
fine!.. it's ok to me ..
since dat wad he wann,i'll be fine ..
loike i said to him yest,''i won't be surprise if after today ur frienship ain't tha same.''
to him : thank fer everything .. fer those accusation that iiu made .. fer those sweet words iiu said ..
thanx kawan .. thanx fer it
thanx fer making me loike dis ..
& btw i never regret iiu being my fren ..
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
♥ 7:16 AM
i dont understand why life is dis way ..
people are trying to force me to love someone which i can't love him ..
love can't be force but they are forcing me & i hate it soo munch ..
why must they trying to be kpo wif who i missh or who i love ..
ATTENTION to those people : don't force me to love someone & who tha fcuk are iiu to intefer in my love life ..
mind your own business & btw i haf tha right to choose mui own boyfie ..
JGN JAGE TEPI KAIN ORG!!!
fcuking not in mood!..
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
♥ 6:13 AM
today was damn great!..
go study wif nina,shasha & me at tha admiral garden rc ..
nina reach early urh .. sorry keep iiu waiting..
studynstudy but most of tha time we laughlaugh ..
shasha was late .. grr!..
when shasha reach liao ol our concentration gone .. hehes ..
we laughnlaugh loike a retarded person ..
but wad to do .. that's wad we are when we meet .. righright?..
after study we go fer wani bbq ..
on tha way dhere,saw mui beloved ABG SHAM!..
was soo damn hapie & feel loike hugging him cos i missh him lots but he seems loike tired .. so i understand ..
he even ask mi to text him tonight .. shureshure bro .. fer iiu,i will .. hahas
LMAO!.. :D
feel awkward in tha ferst place but after dat we enjoy lots ..
taketake pic dhere!..
actually we decide to go cp after bbq but it seems loike everyone is tired wif tha laughing & full wif tha food so we decide to go home ..
reach home liao . thought gonna get a scolding cos reach home late but tk langsung ..
mui mum understand while mui dad already sleeping ..
if he still awake,guarantee kene scold wann ..
hehes ..
that's all for today ..
to nina & shasha : thank fer tha fun times we had today .. it was great wif all tha crap we talk .. hehes .. muaakkss to both of iiu ..
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Friday, August 10, 2007
♥ 5:00 AM
today staying at home feeling soo damn bored ..
actually did plan to go window-shopping at bugis but got no friend to go wif ..
so juz stay at home & revise for my common test ..
after revise juz eat & sleep ..
dats all i do when at home *winks*
then online on msn & get to chat wif ayie!..
how great it is to chat wif him back ..
i realise he change alot .. in his appearance & his behaviour too ..
but why do i still care?.. he's no longer MINE!..
but still missh chatting wif him but my devil boy only ..
while chatting wif him,suddenly i come across wif dis phrase 'love is nothing but a painful game' & 'does love really matter to guy?'
to me it do really mean something ..
just reflect on me myself ..
firstly ..
why guys love to make promises yet broke it juz loike dat? -not all guys but some ..
i know there's a phrase dats sae 'PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN'..
if dey know promises are meant to be broken,why do dey make one in tha ferst place?
why do dey give us high hope & in tha end it's all nothing dat we get ..
secondly ..
dey dump ghurl juz loike dat & haf tha cheek to lick us back? who do iiu think we are?..
lastly ..
do love really matter to em? if it do matter,why dey hurt ghurl & make us suffer?..
after dey give us tha meaning of love ..
why SOME guys be wif ghurl out of pressure?
i'm not saying all this to look down on guys & also to juz sae it anyhow ..
i do experience it .. not once but more than dat .. dats why i sae everything out ..
guys,do realise how hurt are we ..
BROKEN HEART
when my heart breaks into two
all i think about is you
when were together,happy as can be
i see you there playing with me
when i'm happy you turn it around
you kiss me,i don't make any sound
when you smile,i try to smile back
but i know there's something of me that i lack
i thought our love was true
but it makes me feel sad & blue
the things that appeared in my head
remind me of all the mean things you said
my secrets & thoughts i would share
you stood there,it seemed like you didn't care
you thought i were happy but you were wrong
when you left me,i still stay there strong
a word to all girls out there
this sad feeling we feel is soo unfair
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
♥ 2:16 AM
skewl half day only for today .. went to skewl at 6.50 instead of 7.10 ..
must be wondering why right?.. cos got dis student leader last rehersal before tha real ting start ..
after tha parade,gt tha recollection tingy before tha student leader went up to lead in singing tha national day song ..
i had fun up dhere singing & dancing .. wee!.. STUDENT LEADER ROCK!..
then back to own class & someone tell me dat tha 5 FCUKING BITCH talking about me ..
ehk minah,kau ape hal bboal blakang2?.. y dont haf tha guts to talk in front of me?.. kentalnye minah!.. [sorry to those who dont understand]
we went fer our recess .. after dat got tha humanities tingy .. must go to aaha centre!
there's quiz about singapore history,picturial & fashion show ..
tha fashion show funny siak!.. =)
see tha overall score, we get to beat 2T1 ..
tha humanities tingy end liao & now we can haf fun ..
goink ard n watch different games .. walau!.. most games tha staffs win .. not fair!..
hehes .. :D
then go watch shahrul play floorball .. hahs ..
every games end at 10.45 .. coming up next is tha prize giving ..
tha ferst prize giving is tha humanities ..
1st goes to .... 2T2
2nd goes to .... 2N1[mui class man!.. good job guys!]
3rd goes to .... 2E5
hey bitch!.. look!.. dont think iiu in exp classes cn look down on us .. although we a NA,we are munch better .. [bukan nk puji diri sendiri]
harap jek bdk exp tapy last class & somemore haf tha cheek to look down on us .. go die larh!..
after skewl,went bck home .. and soo sad to see mui fav kitten .. he gone forever ..
why must he go in such an early age?
who would b tha one to b by mui side when im down?..
he would make me smile again?
i hope iiu will rest in peace .. i'll always remember & love iiu mui dearest kitty ..
no cat can replace him .. love iiu ..
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Monday, August 6, 2007
♥ 4:37 AM
yest stay up late till 1.30am,reading Queen of Babble & oso can't really get in bed ..
well .. as per today skewl goes as per normal .. feeling sleepy & tired ..
ferst lesson english .. today got tha class test .. walau!.. soo damn easy sey!.. :)
but hopefully get good results!..
after that got geog & maths .. nothing really happen fer this 2 subj ..
after recess maths lesson ..
sitting beside Faiz .. talk2 wif him about sec 1 ghurl & Fauzi & din really concentrate to tha lesson .. cher then caught us talking ..
cher : are you both talking about maths?
me : err .. yes2 ..
hahas .. lying to cher .. dun follow mui bd behaviour .. :)
literature gt assignment .. dunno how to do,juz do anyhow .. *winks*
then at 3.30 got tha student leader meeting for national day ..
WALAU!.. we've to stand in front to sing tha national day song .. hees ..
sing & sing wif tha sc & ambassador .. had choo munch fun ..
everything end at 5.45 .. then went back home alone & guess what?..
someone called mui name,waved & smile at me .. hahas .. i know it's LAME but i'm happy sia .. :)
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Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
Sunday, August 5, 2007
♥ 3:25 AM
just get started wif dis blog tingy wif tha help of my dardar ..
thank dar .. :D
i find it quite difficult hah starting a blog .. haas ..
i feel its quite interesting to haf a blog cos i get to express my feelings ..
thank dar .. :D
i find it quite difficult hah starting a blog .. haas ..
i feel its quite interesting to haf a blog cos i get to express my feelings ..
well ..
today nothing great to post about ..
juz staying at home .. chat on MSN nnd revise fer tha common test ..
sian arg .. MUST study sia .. lazy urh but HAVE to ..
cos i'll b DAMN DEAD if din get a good results fer tha common test ..
must study hard fer my maths & science ..
luckily someone offer to help me in science .. thank urh SHAM!.. :)
as fer maths,i'll ask my maths partner in class to help ..
dhats all fer today .. update again aites .. :D
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.