Thursday, October 18, 2007
♥ 5:30 PM
i've to admit that i have a feelings for someone dat i've known for 4 months but we never confess to each other ..
& now when i'm attached w my teddy,he then confess to me .. i admit i do change when in a relationship cos i do msg nd talk on e fone w dat guy but we talk as a friend,not more than dat ..
it's because i feel as if i'm been neglected ..
we rarely haf communication in skewl nd it really hurt me alot as it makes me feel as if i'm SINGLE! do iiu noticed dat?
i wann to talk things out wif him but i'm juz afraid to ..
i wann us to be loike a couple ..
seriously i do thought of leaving him but i juz can't bear to cos i still love him ..
i don't wanna end those sweet memories nd sacrifices ..
i don't wann everything to b a nightmare ..
i PROMISE things would be normal between me nd dat guy .. i juz treat him as a friend ..
btw thank shafiqah for being dhere to comfort me nd give advices ..
i'll give him a chance after i talk things out nd i badly hope dat it worth of giving it ..
deares teddy,
NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE YOU .. I WON'T MAKE SUCH DECISION TO LEAVE YOU .. I WON'T FORGET THOSE SWEET MEMORIES & SACRIFICES .. & THANK FOR THAT LIL PRESENT URS .. appreciate it alot ..
btw e teddy kan is dat guy lar yg in NCC .. hehs .. :))
Labels: ku tetap sayang kamu teddy
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.