Friday, August 10, 2007
♥ 5:00 AM
today staying at home feeling soo damn bored ..
actually did plan to go window-shopping at bugis but got no friend to go wif ..
so juz stay at home & revise for my common test ..
after revise juz eat & sleep ..
dats all i do when at home *winks*
then online on msn & get to chat wif ayie!..
how great it is to chat wif him back ..
i realise he change alot .. in his appearance & his behaviour too ..
but why do i still care?.. he's no longer MINE!..
but still missh chatting wif him but my devil boy only ..
while chatting wif him,suddenly i come across wif dis phrase 'love is nothing but a painful game' & 'does love really matter to guy?'
to me it do really mean something ..
just reflect on me myself ..
firstly ..
why guys love to make promises yet broke it juz loike dat? -not all guys but some ..
i know there's a phrase dats sae 'PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN'..
if dey know promises are meant to be broken,why do dey make one in tha ferst place?
why do dey give us high hope & in tha end it's all nothing dat we get ..
secondly ..
dey dump ghurl juz loike dat & haf tha cheek to lick us back? who do iiu think we are?..
lastly ..
do love really matter to em? if it do matter,why dey hurt ghurl & make us suffer?..
after dey give us tha meaning of love ..
why SOME guys be wif ghurl out of pressure?
i'm not saying all this to look down on guys & also to juz sae it anyhow ..
i do experience it .. not once but more than dat .. dats why i sae everything out ..
guys,do realise how hurt are we ..
BROKEN HEART
when my heart breaks into two
all i think about is you
when were together,happy as can be
i see you there playing with me
when i'm happy you turn it around
you kiss me,i don't make any sound
when you smile,i try to smile back
but i know there's something of me that i lack
i thought our love was true
but it makes me feel sad & blue
the things that appeared in my head
remind me of all the mean things you said
my secrets & thoughts i would share
you stood there,it seemed like you didn't care
you thought i were happy but you were wrong
when you left me,i still stay there strong
a word to all girls out there
this sad feeling we feel is soo unfair
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.